What a shitload of fuck presents: Sad fuck you end of summer songs

So I am finally doing a little Compilation playlist just to remember this awesome summer. Summer is almost over and shit is about to get real. Well I planned on the songs to post on this compilation it isn't those compilations where there just pure new songs of new bands. This compilation is set of mother fucking songs with a fuck you hoe or fuck you fairy attitude. This Compilation will later be released in cdr in 2 different colors. Red and black. I was thinking of maybe doing a few 50 25 in red and 25 in black. I am not going overprice on this cd since most songs are pretty old but most of my all time favorites so my good guess they will be for a good 2 dollars worth. I like giving those who are interested low prices on releases so there ya go. I have the art work I will need to scan this later though and I am sure many will ask among yourselfs "why this is the art work". Everytime I start a new memory it ends the same that I even got used to it so much that I decieded to make this compilation for all those anal beads I can fianlly say after 6 years. Fuck you. 2 years is a long time to pretend. Now we start again.

Cover art

Well I took a snap of this photo, you can see it's my backyard and there's a bunch of boxes. Well the boxes are filled with old stuff I am going to sell at a yard sell which is in 8/18/2012. So why this sad gloomy vday bear? Because it's a piece of shit, and was a vday gift of an ex of mine who was the second last (won't mention any names). Well my mother put this on the box since she knows its a piece of shit as well. I noticed the bear looked gloomy af (maybe for making fun of it) well there you have it haha. Yeah fucking wierd. But thats not the point. The point is that this is m first compilation I am doing.

Here is the bands. a total of 20 bands and songs. Each song has a meaning to my life. There is a reason why I posted these tracks on here. Besides them being really fucking good. Some are present and past bands though most are dead bands. Don't worry of the initials on the bottom I just thought it give an good effect ahaha. I may do another Compilation in November of this year. I already planned for bands that will be on this Compilation. I don't think im release a physical copy and rather more of a free download. This vol. 1 compilation is of course free but if you want to purchase the cdr is up to you, it is why I am making a very little few since I rather want it as a free compilation. A few friends asked to make physical copies of this Compilation so I am doing the word. On the back cover of the tracklist you can see in DEERS! song I made the words Martinez larger than the rest of the tracklist. Thats a hint. Thats a hint that martinez is a a shithole

What a shitload of fuck: Sad fuck you end of summer songs Vol. 1

Lyrics anyone?

Audience of one- Track 1: You can’t tell the lie
Stay now You can’t lie to I, liar. You can’t tell the lie Stay now, again. Better off without you. Where are your reasons? I can’t see them. Where are your reasons? I can’t see you. You can’t tell the lie, Stay now. You can’t lie to I, Lie now again. Better without, yeah. Better off without you. Where your reasons? I can’t see them. Where your reasons? I can’t see them. Where your reasons? When you're leaving, I'll be singing. You can’t tell the lie,Stay now. You can’t lie to I, Lie now again. You can’t tell the lie, Stay now. Better off without you, GO.

Moneen- Start angry... End mad: Screw you and die I hope you burn.
You think you're worth more than you earned. You're nothing, you're worthless, except for these verses. Out with the new in with the old. Die. Honesty makes you do the strongest things like act angry. It's your life, your move, your chance to make good of the bad. Can't hide the fact that you still lied to us, you lied to them. Put the past behind, make it good there's one more thing to say. Say it. Two years is a long time to pretend. Now we start again. We've got to stay until the end. We've got to say it. Don't act suprised when we say it. Suprised when we say it.

Street smart cyclist- Hoods up: remember winter? we looked so young then it felt like summer as cold hit our skin and as the sun drowned we'd watch the moon rise and as the night froze, we'd live out our lives. but winter ends, and new leaves grow and now i'll never never never let this go.
the way it felt when things turned cold, our bodies freezing as our hearts turned cold.
when i would talk talk talk you were always there to listen to everything i had to explain, which would mean nothing at all. and i thank you, i thank you for that. and i love you, i love you for that

Merchant Ships- Old Grey: We are about to set our sails for the new lands, where we only know what we bring, where we can breathe without harm; we escaped the smoke,and no we will not forgive you. Don’t expect to get our phone calls, we heard you enough already. Please don’t think we’ll forget you, but don’t think that we’ll miss you; in time you will just be a ghost, one that we don’t even know. In time, you will just be nothing. We will look back at the fire and remember what itwas, realizing why we’re leaving and rebuilding “providence”,I love you, I loved you never, remember the times we can’t have back, but fuck the past; soon we’ll be alright, we’ve made plans to hold up our heads high

Sights & Sounds- The only time: Lets take a minute to talk about some things
that we should know before. Entering forward through Satisfied. Late night tune. Just after 2am you followed me home and I could read between the lines. My heart is racing, are we way out of line? I'm jumping at the drop of a dime I have never wanted this before but it's the only time That I ever wanted, needed more than this. The only time. The corners of these sheets They've come un-tucked. And I still hear you breathe but I'm losing touch with you. Slipping. Slowly. Slipping away

Sights and sounds- Part 2: So goodbye, I'd love to say you were mine...

Castevet- Stranger, you know: the stars came out to send you off, a long walk and a short conversation. one last chance to admit that our something was really more than nothing. and with a glance, this is the last time for you to see how much this meant to me. say goodbye. you never would, you never did. I never could, I never said. are you listening now, because you never did before. should I forget you now because I never could before.

Circa Survive- Resentment: I can't begin to wonder What you'd think of me If i could say exactly what i wanted But i'll bite my tongue 'Cause i know the day will come When you will see exactly who you are When you will see exactly who you are Oh How is it that we're the same blood Sometimes it's hard to accept When you lose the saddle not the horse Sometimes it's hard to live with Resentment like this (Sometimes it's hard to live with) (x3) I can't begin to ponder How quickly you would leave If you could know exactly what i thought But i'll never say Mostly 'cause i'm afraid And maybe i don't ever want to lose you Oh i don't ever want to lose you Oh How is it that we're the same blood Sometimes it's hard to accept When you lose the saddle not the horse Sometimes it's hard to live with Resentment like this (Sometimes it's hard to live with) (x3) Is it possible for you to admit you need us Is it wrong of me to want you to say you never meant to treat us that way We can forgive you but we won't forget this happened We can forgive you but we won't forget Oh It's the only way It's the only way that we will be together.

The pine- Loner: its not the same. it alone won't feel the same. and i miss my legs. shattered all my dreams. it don't feel like the same thing. are you laughing with or at me? all my happy times are memories. are you laughing with or at me? all my happy times are gone. the words come out all wrong. with your tongue tied you go dance to your song. you got lead blocks for feet and a bad bad knee. you stepped on her feet while you smiled with ease.

Sore eyelids- Whenever we meet again: I see your face and when I try to move I'm stuck. I call your name but when I try to shout I'm mute. it would never be easy but please not this hard. whenever we meet it's just always... it's always the same. You took it all away, you took it all away, you took it all away, all away. You will never be as close as then, when everybody seemed to turn away. you will never be as close as then, when everybody seemed to turn away from me. In my dreams, where my friends deceive me and leave me all alone, I see your face and when I wake up my pillow's soaked in tears. You'll take it all again, you'll take it all again, You'll take it all again, just like before. You will never be as close as then, when everybody seemed to turn away. you will never be as close as then, when everybody seemed to turn away from me. You will never see me again. you will never see me again. ever see me again.

Saetia- One dying wish: because it cuts so deep to see myself wishing upon melting stars I cut the cord I finally give in... beyond visions of wretched smiles and the dread that they've befriended I have seen an end to you and I (when did "we" begin) and a warped sense of being that I embrace must exist and we with whole hearts yet broken words we dream of wisdom but I yearn only for you you will destroy me with words that you have never spoken... I've drawn a picture of us twisted within yet below this world I absorb life from portraits as long as we remain abreast of one another we will never meet each other as long as we whisper to one another we will never fully hear each other as long as my eyelids are weighed down by desire and one dying wish I will never know when you appear

The Spirit of versailles- Dont mess with the dippity doo:If I close my eyes I hope to never open them again. I know that when I do, you'll be gone and I'll never see you again. I'll keep my eyes open, I'm not letting this one go. Far to many are gone and I still want to love, but what's left to love? This heart's here for you, this heart's here for me. It's everything you need, it's everything I need. They say nothing lasts forever, but I believe that love can last a lifetime.

Honeywell- You and me screaming, numb ears: my ears are ringing. my ears are bleedin. my ears are numb from all of your screaming. screaming words about how you fuck yourself all the time and screaming about how you fuck her all the time, how you fuck her all the time. my ears are ringing but I'm not listening, my ears are numb but I'm still not listening. I'm not listening anymore, anymore, anymore.... eromyna a n y m o r e

I wrote haikus about cannibalism in your yearbook- Untitled 10: Aside from everything like stuttering and shifting my eyes listen when i say, "hey don't be that way."

Suffix- Zombies: I don't understand these nights. We started this game off all wrong. Those lies you are telling are too much to come by. Wake up and start off fresh this time. Burning bridges isn't too far from the truth. Moving on is the best part about growing up. Happiness can't be achieved, when this shit is becoming too fucking routine. My trust is weak why can't you see? You're so naive why can't you see?

World at a glance- Inside jokes:I sometimes lay awake at night Waiting for my dreams To wake up the next day And hoping that I'll see Everything is back to normal Everything is as it was But I will never see this day And this is all because You're too blind to see The people that need you most Maybe I should die tonight so You can see My ghost I've never felt more cold I've never felt more alone I'm sailing on this ocean here Searching for My home We all laugh It's so fake I'm feeling sick Don't say that you'll wait long rebuilding yourself out of broken stone I want your respect I want you to care My hearts left in pieces And broken by the stairs

I couldnt find the lyrics to C////O- Shutter, Noisy sins of the insect- Untitled, Freaky j & the bears- Not this cowboy, Halfway to holland- The most convincing letter, and DEERS!-Martinez is a shithole (;/)