I hate myself

While checking blogs out I discovered many of the blogs that are more modern andpost more of the mainstream bands that are to be considered "Emo" and "Screamo" aren't in fact what they label themselves. I see those bands as a modern post hardcore band which are to be entitled "Mediocre" or "Okay" on my view. Many of you might say "Well, Who cares?" Well let me tell you something, I kinda care. I am tired of running into people who tell me oh yeah I like screamo and emo music. I get hyped right after telling me this bullshit and once they give me a list of these so called bands. I pebble of shit comes out my ass from the anger that has been created after listening to shit that isn't what its labeled on. I give them a few names which are the ones I posted on here. And they have no fucking clue. Yeah you call yourself a big fan of the genre, well let me tell you little fucks (to those who don't know) it gets kinda tired after while, I mean do your research to what the fuck you like. You cant like a genre and have no idea what the fuck it is. Thats a fucking load of seamen and puke. It makes those people look like a bunch of retards. It gives the real shit a band name since those bands who poses as "Emo" or "Screamo" take up most credit that shouldn't even be given to those shitty modern post rock bands. Well fuck. Here I am again. Well this is a small post. I reember my friend Julia giving me a mixed cdr with these "Emo Violence" bands 2 songs from I hate myself were on that CD. "Caught in the flood" and "Song 3" My personal favorite. Although I wasn't a big fan on the splits the band made. I was more into 4 songs and 2 songs and a few songs from 10 songs. Yeah the releases never had a album name. Well they didnt need to, just hearing the entire record will define you the name of the album "Sad fucking shit that will make you hate yourself" there it is. Well no. Not really. From there I ended up getting there other songs. But I think 2 songs 7" and for songs LP is personally my favorite releases by this band. But you never know you might like it all. For a band in the mid-late 90's this shit was fucking emotional hardcore. I believe bands like I hate myself is the real definition was "Emo" is. I bet people who were suicidal fucking killed themselves after listening to this shit. Because if I was at that stable point, this would give me a little push to literally kill myself. Its gloomy, raw, slugish-like, sad, angry shit. I am sure many of you o.g emo freaks know who this band is and might say. Why post thise if many have posted this band. Well same reason many of the bloggers posted this band, it opened my eyes and took me in to the emo reality since many of us were stuck in the matrix. By the way I am sorry if im rambling I took many bowl shots of weed and drank 5 red bulls.





Discography

Early Kidcrash

So a while ago I was looking up Kidcrash again just to see if anything is new with them til I remembered the band took a short break so I pretty much have everything since there last release was Naps, then Snacks, then Jokes and blah. Well I found out Kidcrash had other shit they never mentioned anywhere til some dude on last.fm uploaded the early kidcrash shit which took place around there release of "New Ruins" and that "I never had a date EP" there first release was a 10 song demo cdr in 2000, also along with a EP entitled "Dissect this hour" which has 6 songs which are okay quality it isnt so much stuido like quality but still nice. And also released a 8 song entitled "A fire in the Museum". Which sounds like a mixture of new ruins and I never had a date. Its cool to finally know this band had 3 other releases which is wierd because they took time in between new ruins and there EP but what blows is.......... Why the fuck didn't I know this by now? Why couldnt the band post this shit on there site since they had all the other releases there for free download why couldn't this be up there. I mean they cant be embaressed; they even had New ruins up there. Well fuck it I found out today. It kinda steams my balls to know ever since I knew this band in late sumer 2009 I never knew this band had these other 3 releases. I figured well they never had a demo and just came with new ruins all in the sudden. It is obvious most bands release a demo before going on to some length. Even the speed of sound in seawater had garage demos of Blue version which I couldn't really find anywhere except in Damiens tumblr well. If none of you know Kidcrash had 3 other releases well there here since I re uploaded them. If you guys knew well fuck man, say something. And if none of you know who Kidcrash is well there a Post hardcore/Experimental/Screamo/ DIY whatever band that has 3 sounds actually. While there first demo, new ruins, Dissect the hour EP, A fire in the museum has more of a indie/alternative sound while I never had a date is a between new ruins and there new coming sound. there 2006 demo the 3 splits they have with L'Antietam, Arse Moreira, and Coffin dancer along with Jokes they created much of a harder sound mixing post hardcore/math rock/screamo/experimental like stuff. To me Snacks and Naps sounds more like the same crossover I was speaking of like I never had a date theres more shouting than screaming although they have that mathy rock tune on there guitars with a sorta post rock into it. So yes this bands sound changes which reminds me of At The Drive-In. I like all there releases and it is a good example of how bands can change style and still be bad mother fuckers. I will go over the other half of Kidcrash on another post. Here is an example of what I mean

New ruins album


I Haven't Had A Date In 4 Years Goldie Hawn Goldie Hawn Goldie Hawn...EP


Jokes


Snacks


Naps


Well I did a file on the bands early stuff you can download below.

Early Kidcrash
*2000 Demo cdr
*New Ruins
*Dissect this hour EP
*I Haven't Had A Date In 4 Years Goldie Hawn Goldie Hawn Goldie Hawn...EP
*A fire in the Museum